standing all alone

24/02/2013

hi guys i'm back to update this little space of mine, but i bet there is no one reading hahaha just updating for fun ok. chinese new year is finally over and this year's economy must be really bad because i receive two times lesser compared to last year.. which resulted in me spending finish all my cny money hahaha actually mostly is because i gambled them away *_* a few photos in case any of u missed my face hahaha oppsy i'm being thick skin again

@ miyoc that day with neosy for shopping and i quickly snapped a picture of my ootd.

just my lesbian partner. first photo was taken on cny day 1 when we went over to my grandma's place @ kallang to bainian, and the second one at town with our super lupsup outfit because it was a last minute decision to hit town but well thank god it was a Sunday so no one was really there~ 

jadonieeeeeee

@ frolick with cutie zhen few days back 

w render at yaosheng's house on cny day 1 to bainian, spent my night there with him and neo. had a great time catching up with my 4 years buddy!

and ya i guess that's about all.. if you followed me on twitter/insta you might know more about my life hahahaha ok whatever it's 6:28am in the morning now and sad to say it is Sunday which means school resumes tomorrow.. going to find love for breakfast soon. ciaos <3

07/02/2013it's been awhile since i updated this little space of mine. finally it's 2013, a brand new start. but so far, it hasnt been a good year for me. all the bad things happened, and everything is falling apart. i hope everything will be fine soon, all i do is pray. and yep, a little update on what has been happening..

• town on xmas with yuzhenie, dinner with adam at e&f, countdown with jody & co, went home w jadon and zhengbin.
• malaysia with yuzhenie, yongwei, jiajia and some other peeps on new year countdown for BBQ, fireworks and stayover instead of going for scape event/marina float. 
• school school school school school (fuck my life upper secondary life sucks)
• ah boys to men part 2 with kaijun on 1st feb hahaha we kiasu kids

3d2n level camp from 4th - 6th feb. campfire was the sex and dragon boat-ing was fun. #teambravo yaysie love my instructors especially don and galvin because they are so fucking cute and handsome hehehe *flower mode on* cny is just in a few days time and i dont have the mood to celebrate it at all ~.~ will try to update my blog more because most of the time i'm just lazy.. whatever it is, follow me on twitter @amxndawxt for instant updates okai bye xo

breathe

01/12/12

Hi it's me and my disgusting thin hair up there hahaha trying to look at the camera but failed dk where was I looking at. Photos taken two days back I think, when Yuzhen and I went to IMM to walk around as we were too bored and yep to get her tribal dress at a pushcart there too! We then went Mos Burger for lunch and Daiso afterwards to walk around. Gotten ourselves a really cute little twin star lanyard as it matches our phone alot hehehe.

 Is this emotionless or is this "come beat me ah" face LOL

Sat at this random place that yz suggested, it's like so ulu but nvm since it's bright and cold there hehe

catwangggggg and I'm having the "strike 4D" face 

My cutie yuzhen hehehe actually there are more jaiobin of us.... if you follow me in insta maybe there are more, the one where I posted in a collage hahahaha ok whatever. As usual waiting for the slow yuzhen to prepare finish then we'll head to Lot One to get some stuffs doneeeee life is boring :( and anyway it's the first day of December today. Actually I really dont believe in things like "Please let december be a better one" or stuffs liddat.. but still I'm gonna wish that I'll have more money and happiness, no room for love hahahaha bye everyone

Friends

A super random update I'm having here because I happen to dig out quite alot of photos I took with my school girls while stalking my own Facebook history hahaah sounds stupid, I know. Below are photos taken from the start of the year till recently, I think.. And yep will do a short dedication to each of them too hehe.

 

 Shirley Ong, one of my cutest friend hahahaha I'll not forget ranting to you how nervous I am when we first go to secondary school, and how I always try to steal warmth from you after alighting from 302!! And yep, thanks for your baobei card hehehe I still kept it nicely in my cardboard, one of the best card I have received.

 

 Hi babyyyyyy. That's what we always call each other right hahaha. The one friend who will listen to my emotional thoughts and advices me on what to do, and of course I do the same for her. Wanyi ah wanyi, you need to learn how to manage your emotions well ahahah forever emotional friend award goes to you!!

CINDY I FINALLY FOUND A PHOTO OF YOU... So hard to find photos of the both of us, guess most of them are in my iPhone and it's all gone now like boooom. I think the most memorable moment we shared together are the times when I go to your house for stayovers nonstop and going 7-11 to get our supper almost every night hehehe. Although we have conflicts every now and then because of some lame stupid guy on the earth, it's ok because we always end up fine ahahah

 

 YAY HI MY BEST CLASSMATE. Thanks for spending and wasting your time with me in the class all the time, especially when we were secondary one and yep at the start of this year. Skipping lessons, skipping mass reading, loitering around in school, getting scolded by teachers etc, thanks for going through them with me hahaha you 够义气, 我喜欢.   

 

Random group photos we take together hahahahahaha ok end of this post I find it so lame LOL but yeah I'm really feeling super bored...... and anyway thanks guys really for the laughter and fun moments we have in school all the time. Our favourite Bobo Hut omg I will never forget.

P/S: Sorry angela.... I really cant find any photos I took with you. In fact we didn't take any before HAHAHA. If I have a chance to take it with you next time I will ok hehe.

So recently I'm having the thoughts of transferring over to another secondary school as I really really do dislike my school alot. Most chances I'll be transferring to Dunearn Sec.. no particular reasons, it's just that I dont like/cant get into other schools around my area(although dunearn is quite faraway) and I got to admit that part of it it's because their uniform is nicer than other schools...... yep. 

Mom and I was discussing about it earlier on and a few matters actually made me feel really upset as they might cause me to be unable to transfer.. Firstly it's the case that I encountered about two years back, if you were my blog reader back then maybe you'll have the slightest idea of it but anyway I'm not gonna share it with anyone or wtv. Secondly it's due to my bad conduct in school written in my report card as I'm always getting a poor or fair which I have no fucking idea why because I dont think I actually deserve that.. I dont expect myself to get excellent but a good for my conduct. Well, at least for this term.. I misbehaved, late come, have detentions every now and then in the past and yep a poor and fair should be given to me but I swear to god that I changed for the better this term right !@%^$#@$%^*%$# It's just improper attire and grooming, and for that I'm getting a poor for my term4 conduct? Fuck you all. Disgusting people. Really got to say that my teachers are goddamn' biased., hate all of you.

P/S: Just ranting my anger outtttttttttttt pls pardon me T_T

All by myself

23/11/12

 Days have been boring, without school, without work and the most pathetic thing is without plans. It is just goddamn' hard for me to find a job when I'm only fucking 14 this year and for that I'm really pissed with myself. Like why the hell am I not 16 yet, can I grow the hell up quickly. God. Have been spending my days lazing at home watching my dramas, sleeping, eating and it repeats. But yeah thank god I have my new phone to keep me accompanied as I can't stop exploring the apps and games inside everyday. At least something for me to kill time.... but whatever, it's still boring and lame.

Say hi to Eva the qtpie hahahaha took this at sis's workplace the other day and yep qtpie is staring into my camera and she's streching. So damn adorable, I wish mommy like dogs too.. so that I can have one but sad to say she doesn't :-(

I have been searching for that someone who once meant so much to me. Who have once stood by my side and listened to my rants whenever I needed a listening ear. People said that even your shadows leave you at your darkest moment, this sentence may applies to all my other friends but never for this buddy of mine. Telling me I'm strong every now and then knowing that I'm about to just break down and cry soon. It was me who didn't know how to cherish. He isn't dead, just somewhere. Buddy, I miss you.